I'm Strong

Pretending to be happy when you're in pain,
is just an example how strong you are as a person
Still making that simple smile,
when every part of you dies.

Time

Thanks God everything is back to the normal.
Like we used to.
And 1 more thing,
on 7th of this month,
I will be hospitalized for couple days.
I'd put off the surgery quite times ago
because I was dealing with government.
The management is quite SUCK for me.
Sick of waiting for so long.
And now, the time has comes.
I'm ready!
For my family's sake,
I wish everything is going to be fine. GB.

Silence

Is there something wrong somewhere?.

why it's happened?

and was it my mistake?

or aah.. I don't know either.

I can't figure it out though,
Can't even think of it

Seem live in grey.
in silence too.
Whatever it is,

I just wish everything gonna be okay. GB =]

Again. *student's life story*

I regret as i refused to be Coordinator of liason officer this year.
I thought I'll be easier for me to live my life smoothly.
but it was wrong.
Tak syok pulak asyik memerap kat bilik je 
melayan perasaan yang entah hape2. *sigh*
Kalau tak boleh la jugak dapat award dari USM kan. adoo.

And so far in this not-so beginning semester 1,
I just went to the Penfabric Company on 27th.9 ago.
Lawatan Industry.
when the time goes by, It will be so boring if I don't do anything here.
Nak jalan-jalan duit tak cukup nak enjoy.
As im extending my year in Uni, there's no scholarship provided to me.
Life getting a little bi harder.
Malu pulak nak mintak kat parent semate-mate nak enjoy kan.
So I have to BERJIMAT a bit this sem and also following sem.
T___________T
Thus,
I was thinking to get the part time job.
Or may be I'll be working under lecturer to do their research under PPIP.
There's one lecturer offered to do so.
Ah... that is a good news. ^__^

Nonsense

I'm stupidly miss him.

MEDiCINE

peeps.

i think i havent posted for couple days.

Okay.

now i tell u.

KIT355's test was suck.

good 2 me.

*im dead*.

still have rough time to focus on tomorrow's test.

i shall hang on to fool around.

some more.

i think i dont need my twitter anymore.

unsafe 2 speak out my heart.. *sad**frust*

really.

just need some medicine to cheer me up!

i need drug.

this is my medicine.

rofl.

by watching those japanese movies.

i laugh my ass off.

bye

off off off

i procrastinate too much, i put off going to take shower, i left my clothes in my pail..

oh shit.

i'm hatching a plan for the best way to get myself off from this computer.

off off off..

=.=''

seteress..

tension x memasal

>.<

stubborn

IM STILL USING BUT INSTEAD OF USING AND

it is BS.

oh bullshit. it keep going wrong again and again..

this time im blur!

I even freak myself out,

u know what??

to walk within this F*in lines

it would always make my life terrible

fucked up..really!

and all the things will drive me crazee..

I want smething that can scrub those things

from my mind off..STAY AWAY!!!

im sick 2 think of it..

So knock me off my feet...

and gmme something

that can set me free..

ps: thanks naz.u always lend me ur shoulder 2 cry on. i heart u.:'(

ConTENG2 MErDEKA!!

yeah well..
this time for sure im gonna write all about Independence Day,
the date of 31st August 1957 has been selected as the official day..the date of Malaysia confirmed as the independent country without prejudice. am i rite?
anyway....
peoples love asking this sort of question.
'How do you go to 'celebrate' this coming Merdeka day?'

i tell u what guyz..
i never did celebrate merdeka day even if there is concert or any even and whatsoever...err..no.. i didnt do that..

every year i used to bought flags, small flags and sticked it in front of our house, cars, even my bicycle.. *smile* with proud we waved the flags.
i did countdown ..just by watching TV n i can feel it damn excited. then shout like a crazy man. thats it.


i never bother to be stuck in the traffic jam, stuck in the crowded..to be one of the peoples with sweating all over body, ...
everytime my friends asked me to join them, i would always say that my mom doesn't allow me to go out late.. yes of course an excuse for me not to party with them...
there is no point for me....celebrating the FREEDOM of country by making FREAK of urself. sneaking out late nite without ur parent's permission ,... ewww.. i dunno wht fun it was doin so. not worth doing it seriously.
hey. look..i rather sleep at home instead of cheating my parents ok.
they called me MANJA..so what,,,what do i care!!..
manja dgn family kot.

that is not the right way how we celebrate MERDEKA.

eventhough the independence we have do not experienced any shed of blood and fighting, the long period of colonization, prejudice and freedom is something that worth more than that.

sepatutnya kita kna hayati what the true definition of INDEPENCE DAY.

appreciate them.
i really wonder how our nenek moyang have done before till reached this point(especially to Tunku Abdul Rahman Putra Al Haj)... the point that we freed from those colonizations..they have done the best for our country..
how high their spirit were..
they were the main reasons why are we sitting comfortly without hiding or holding gun, or lembing or apa2 to protect ourself..no longer like that...
so bersyukurlaa..
always remember for those history that brought we here...

not by partying outside..do all the maksiatsss ok *smirk*.. lol.

so im spreading my wish with all my heart to all of us...
HAPPY 53rd of INDEPENCE DAY..
MERDEKAAAAAAAAA!! 7x. (advance merdeka teheee :D)

here i come again...

HELLO. THIS IS MY SECOND BLOGSPOT.
MY OLD BLOG DAH USANG MACAM MUSANG BERJANGGUT. OLD ENOUGH.
SO...MOTIF BLOG BARU NI ADALAH

C.C.C.T
which every alphabet stand for
CORETAN
CARUTAN
CIRITAN
TERLAMPAU.

SELAMAT MEMBACA.